| waking up |
[May. 28th, 2009|01:09 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | hateful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | bad seed "harsh reality" | ] |
i wake up in the morning wishing i didnt, everyday i feel like im a fucking burden on everyone around me. i have a genuine hate for the world and everyone in it. |
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| this fucking life |
[Apr. 10th, 2009|06:59 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | afterthought:bracewar | ] |
somedays it seems like life just fucking hates me. i start to get a handle on things and then the thread just comes unravled all over again. i got my ged but i still cant get a fucking job. i take my girlfriend to her senior prom and my dog that ive had since i was in second grade dies. i go to sleep every night wishing that i wont wake up. im ready to just let go. |
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| ouch |
[Feb. 23rd, 2008|01:13 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | home | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sore | ] |
| [ | music |
| | dead hearts | ] |
my face hurts |
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| in love |
[Jan. 28th, 2008|05:57 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  loved | ] |
| [ | music |
| | down to nothing | ] |
With my girlfriend! Can't wait for next weekend. Its gonna be the greatest time of my life! |
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| fucking girls |
[Apr. 30th, 2007|04:30 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | the reason we throw up- iamerror | ] |
im so sick of fucking girls playing with your feelings. i just want to punck them in the fucking face. |
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| fuck! |
[Feb. 27th, 2007|02:17 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | the number 12 looks like you "my sharona" | ] |
man, im board! |
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| get fucked |
[Feb. 20th, 2007|05:15 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | sinking "show some hardcore pride" | ] |
man, i cant believe im using this! |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 25th, 2005|03:46 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | sublime "smoke two joints" | ] |
i am not going to ginns house tonight. i am staying home. that is all. |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 25th, 2005|12:32 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  good | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the scorpions "rock you like a hurricane" | ] |
wat up bitches, tell me wats goin down. i have to get a hold of ginn to see if i can stay at his house, so if u see this ginn fuckin call me!!! i will talk later. peace! |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 24th, 2005|08:56 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  high | ] |
| [ | music |
| | beastie boys "no sleep till brooklyn" | ] |
well yesterday i went ot the docter and i have something called costrocondridous, or however u spell that. after the docter i went to ginns just like every other day, and ashley, hummle, jake, and kacey came over and we hung out for a while. it was pretty fun. i am just sittin here smoken and and doin nothing so that is about it. so anybody if u wanna hang im a phone call away. |
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| new clothes |
[Mar. 22nd, 2005|09:27 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | papa roach "scars" | ] |
today i hung out wit ashley and ryan. my mom picked me up from ryans and we went shopping. i got 3 new pairs of pants and 1 new shirt.tomorrow i have a docters apointment because there is something wrong wit my chest. i will update when i get a chance cause i might skate after my apointment. be easy :) |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 21st, 2005|08:25 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  awake | ] |
| [ | music |
| | billy talent "line and sinker" | ] |
spring break kind of sucks. all ive done is skate a little. but tonight i might go to a party at my friends house. how has your spring break gone? i dont know when i am going to ginns house again. i was there all weekend. well so far i dont have plans for this week. let me know how you are doing. so peace out. |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 20th, 2005|12:27 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  pissed off | ] |
| [ | music |
| | slipknot "blackheart" | ] |
all the pieces of the puzzle seem to fall into place
but the only thought that i could think was pissin in that FUCKING FACE
the taste that you left in my mouth was rotten
and you think that all the shit you did to me could be FORGETTEN
well fuck no
you both got me last time
next time i see your punk ass its mine
from behind dawg i'm gonna crack that skull
then i'm gonna laugh when you fall cause you fucked me raw
comin home late at night when your sneakin in the door
with a bottle half empty and your tank is on full
you hurt me
and i will never forget
how you HURT ME
and all the pain you caused
left my mind blank and my soul was lost
and now the thoughts are in my head and drifting side to side
you know i'm gonna get cause there is nowhere to hide
headlines will read on the night she died
trust me
i will get your ass back
if it kills me
for the rest of your life you will feel me
i'm gonna make you remember that you
hurt me
you fuckin hurt me
hurt me; hurt me; hurt me; hurt me
my head was fucked up; hurt me
when i was locked up: hurt me
made a phone call; hurt me
bitch put a block up; hurt me
on the phone letters to your home
but you never wrote me back
what the fucks up with that
one of these days i'm gonna get you bitch
find your body
in an valley
in the alley
in a ditch
with a 45 chrome to the back of your dome
havin everybody wonderin what the fuck is goin on
where the fuck did you go
never be back again
but i still keep thinkin about you now and then
trust me
i will get your ass back
if it kills me
for the rest of your life you will feel me
gonna make you remember that you
hurt me
you fuckin hurt me
i remember when i first said i love you
got confused from the first time i fucked you
you got nervous when i opened up your legs relax
cause i was raised on x-rated moves and porno mags
all day walk around with a full buzz
never fully understood what our love was
l-25 straight brought the light
same time had to dip outa town for a few nights
came back and my road dawgs waitin
tellin me some shit leavin me contemplaitin
murder
fuckin my best friend
unheard of
and i'm gonna get you in the end yeah
one of these days it will be my time
and i'm gonna slit your throat make it look suicide
fuck you, i should've known better than to trust you
fuck you |
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| time to skate |
[Mar. 19th, 2005|11:49 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  to skate | ] |
| [ | music |
| | superjoint ritual "unholy confessions | ] |
today me and some people are going skating. it will probably be clit and ginn. we are going t skate south tonight. i think we might go downtown and skate. i am thinkin of having a party at my house next weekend. i dont know though. if i do i will call a bunch of people so we can drink and get laid!! well thats all for now, tell me how u are doing. |
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| im new |
[Mar. 19th, 2005|03:15 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | fuckin tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | jay leno | ] |
this is my very first entry. i went to the movies with some friends. it was pretty cool. this is all for my first entry. peace. |
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